I have been fighting the seasonal depression thing the past couple weeks. I hate this. I hate feeling like this. I hate feeling like I'm walking through a sludge pit and not able to move or even want to move. I go through this every year and I just dread it because I know it's coming.
It happens after the holidays. I know it is a combination of holiday let down, and the fact that the days are short and there is too much darkness. It just zaps all my energy and motivation right out of me. I just want to hibernate.
The one good thing about it is, it is not as bad as it used to be several years ago. But, this year it feels worse than the last couple years. I just want to go off by myself and cry, but I don't even have enough energy to create the tears.
I keep telling myself to hang in there, spring will get here eventually.
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