Michaela and I did not sleep well last night. Our electricity went out around 9:15 and did not come back on until around 4:30 this morning. So, we did not go swimming. We went to Caleb's baseball game instead. They won again. That is 5-0 for them.
We cleaned up around the house this afternoon. I did some of my homework for the week. Then, tonight we went out to dinner with my brother and his wife. We went down to the valley to The Old Spaghetti Factory. We've not been there in a long time. It was really good. It was a nice evening. I'm glad we went.
Going to bed without Abby in the room with us is still very hard. I have had a very difficult night. I could not sleep. I'm dealing with some major guilt. I just keep wondering if I did the right thing. And, I'm missing her more than I know how to express.
I wrote an email to Jill telling her how I felt and it actually made me feel a little better. So, I'm hoping now I'll be able to sleep. It's almost midnight, so I'm going to try.
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