April 3, 2008

There are times I feel like something is supposed to be happening or is about to happen. Or, I feel like something is trying to just bubble out of me. I've been feeling like that a lot lately. I am pretty sure it's a muse trying to happen, but nothing is actually coming out. I've got myself so blocked I'm not sure how to come out of it.

I'm embarrassed to admit it's been a long time since I've written anything other than a lesson plan, blog or grocery list. I know part of it is because I've gone so long and now I'm afraid to even try to start. I know that doesn't make sense, but it's the way it works.

However, the fact remains that my creative muscles are in desperate need of some flexing. I've not even done any scrap booking in well over a month. I've not taken any artistic type pictures in a couple months, either. No wonder I'm feeling pent up. I seriously feel like I'm going to burst. I have not exercised any of my creative outlets lately.